an e-mail i received today has really got me thinking, and while some of that thinking is focused on the content most of it has just got me thinking in general. Oh, yes...sorry about the gaps in postings, having trouble settling in to the new work schedules, you gotta love having 2.5 jobs. i'm not gonna go into my thoughts too much, never know who reads this garbage here, and i don't wanna weird anybody out too much....but...on seconds thoughts maybe i should write nothing about it, not sure how to start anyway.

often the past is best left in the past. what's done is done and all that. sometimes tho', no matter how hard to you try it just just keeps coming back to you, like a strong garlic dish. i have long been a fatalist, probably more out of laziness as opposed to thinking i could cause any major changes, but it can be interesting to see how things turn out, or come full circle or even just move on. it seems that this approach has been the way to go for me, things i didn't like, or didn't want to do, i just left....they either righted themselves eventually, or were left by the wayside. the things that were left were obviously not meant to be there, i guess.

now as i read this back, i realise that this will make no sense to anyone other than me...even if you have some idea what i am talking about, even if you are the person who prompted this blog entry! too bad, this is my blog and i do this for me, so there....told you i was selfish.

you think i'll review this in a few days and delete it as it appears to be the ramblings of a madman???

ah...crap, I'm full of it today